Monday, October 20, 2008
Sad case~ btw, thankz guys..I simply owe youguys a lot.. - '7:34 PM
My life i as dull as grey. I dont really mind on where i have to stay which is kind of phathetic. What i really mind is i had lost everything ever since i came back here. I lost my family, my close friends, my boyfriend and even all my hopes. My life is such a miserable right now. Last time i used to keep everything as a secret but secrets that i have to bare is simply too much till it reach the maximum level of my life where i decided to let everything out.
My family!!!What is wrong with it??Everyone have a family except for me..Do you know how envy am i when i came to see a complete family which is not mine?? Now, everyone live in a separateway. My bro in Subang, dad in KL n mum and I in TELUK INTAN!!!!What the fuck is that??That is not a family. We can barely see each other especially my dad n mum quarreled n live in a seperate ways.Come on..i can only se my dad once a year.We do not even have a family reunion.Arrgh!!!!
Now, my TI close friends. I felt so left out in that particular gang. I am excluded in every single activities that they ar having. Though yhey did not tell me how uncomfortable they ar having me around but im not blind. Yala, who call me fly to subang and den one year later i am back. I also understand that my sudden back is like that . I had alr sence it even before i step into that miserable school.I use to be very talkative among my friends but now its all different..Is that my fault on not making the courage to recover our friendship??But i am really feddup in everything that i dont want to bother about it anymore.
Here comes my love story. Oh, it is a sweet relatonship for one year and then after that im being thrown away like a useless rubbish.And you know why we broke up??It is all because of he like others. We got the same bm tuittion. So everytime before reaching that centre door, i can really feel my heart pounding fast. I very sam tam ady so i plan not to talk to him anymore. I will take that nothing had happened between us before.WHAT THE HELL!!!!
But luckily , i still have all my subang frinds to count on..hehe..thankz ya guys...i owe u all a million of kisses, trillons of hugs and a zillion of thankz..if not ar, i dunno what is going to be happening to me rit now le..hehe...I love you guys..muackzzz=p
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